Should I carve my own heart? Would it be too immoral
to try and recreate something that is already gifted?
but lately I don’t feel my own body,
my soul is slipping away,
my pockets are filled with stones
& when I awoke this morning I found my heart in hand.
you must think of me profane. Tell me to pray and ask for salvation.
I have no need for it. No need for a god.
Despite it, i feel the equanimity of it all.
Does a knife help? Should I carve myself a heart?
Lady Avery 